Emotions and Feelings

I actually do think words do affect people in many ways. Because I grew up in an environment were we like saying things that we know is going to hurt the other person. My family is a great example of this. Because I don’t really get along with my brother and sisters and when we get into fight we like hitting each other were it hurts. We’ve hurt each other so much we can barely stand each other. We’ve gone months with out talking to each other and were brothers and that shouldn’t be that way.

I also know this from personal experience. I’ve been told things since I was a little girl and it not only hurt me short term it hurt me in the long run too. To this day I’m still working on all the ways it affected me and now that I’m older it’s harder for me to work on. One of the ways it affected me is that it’s hard for me to trust people I’m always thinking there some thing there doing to try and hurt me but this happens especially with men. But I’m learning to open up more and I’m making a lot of progress.

Honesty

Why do people get scared at night? I think people get scared at night because it’s something to do with the way they think. Your brain makes things up and then you get scared and start to trip yourself out. When your walk around alone at night you get scared because you start hearing every little noise and everything that moves makes you jump. It’s because people let them self’s think this way. They let these things trip them out. They let them self’s think about something bad happening.

For example I was so scared to go out in the night by myself. It was mainly because my mom always would tell me things that bad things would happen to people after dark. I was so scared to even go in my back yard at night because I would let my mind think about everything that was bad would happen. Ever time I would go outside I would think that every noise was someone or something so I would get so scared so I would always ran home. Now when i'm outside in the dark I don’t let myself think about stuff like that. I try to keep myself from getting scared by thinking good things hadn’t make me scared.

Honesty

Being honest gets honesty back. Being honest can also get respect. Honestly I would have someone be nice to me and still be honest with me. When I took weed from my uncle it was hard for me to tell the truth because I knew I was going to get my ass beat. Or when my friend told me he rapped me sister that was really hard for him to do. I am in a program and it is hard to get by because you will eventually screw up. Every one is going to screw up at least once in there life. So you should not lie just tell the truth.

Honesty is a big thing to do

Daddy Wasn't There

The person I loved the most and respected was my dad. I lived with him part of my life and then he stopped seeing me and my brothers because he decided to go to Mexico with his wife and step kids. Then I went to go to live with my mom but he still try’s to call once in a while but that’s like every other month or every six months. Then that’s when my respect and love started to go down hill

After he left I started doing some really bad choices in my life. I got licked up in six grade and that’s when he left me and my brothers for good and that’s the last time I seen him in my life.

Honesty

I like people to be straight forward with me. I hate when people beat around the bush, I like when there honest and get right to the point. Maybe i'm weird but when people are straight for work I gain respect for them and it makes me feel like, I can trust them. It also shows that there not to faced and when people start to see that, that’s when more and more people start hanging out with them. Usually people are not straight forward because there trying to be nice. Personally, I hate when people do that. It makes me feel like I’m being lied to.

They leave out little parts of information think that it won’t make a difference when in real reality every word counts. If it’s something they feel I need to work on the need to be 100% percent honest and be straight forward and not try to be nice. That will make me feel like I can trust them. “I don’t like playing games” So it’s a big thing for me. When a persons honest with me I get closer to them and if not I just keep my distance from them because people that lie are the type of people I don’t need to be around.

If you were to ask me what a good example would be. I would probably say therapist because they try to keep you happy and try to keep everything in between the two of you. So they leave out certain parts so you won’t get mad. Then it doesn’t make sense on what they want you to work on. So it’s hard to make an improvement if you don’t understand what you need to work on. So instead of being left in the dark about stuff, I would like people to be honest.

Trust

The only person I trust is my mom because she has been there for me all the time and never let me down or she is the one I’m most honest with. I can tell her what I feel or what I did and what wrong with me and she doesn’t judge me for what I am like even if I am in a gang or any type of trouble. And she very hell full with me ate ever thing I do. There is no one I trust but my mom.

Suicide

Will I hate suicide cause I have family and my best friends kill them self. But when my best fried killed himself I though it was my fault. Because I wasn’t there to help him or save him instead I had to seem in his coffin. All my friend though is was are fault cause were all the kid hade in life so we blamed are self still to this day.


We hade to put two friend in same week because my friend killed him self by in overdose . Because he could not take what happen he though it was his fault and yea we blame our self cause when you have friend as close as we are you will no how I feel. How I feel about what happen two both of them it sucks but it life. We just need to change how we live and keep each other out of jail and stop putting friends in the ground and be there for each other.

I wish I never knew my dad all he is in my life is just someone who brings me down he goes to work then gets home and drinks until he passes out he never calls me to visit with me or to say hi he was such a pain to deal with he was abusive to me and my brother and my mom was sick to her stomach she was dying at the moment she was constantly in the hospital day after day night after night I didn’t know what to do with my life one night she got upset with the doctor so she tried to kill her self so that is a little of my life.

Loyalty

What does it take to be loyal? I think you need to be respectful to your friends. You also can not still from your friends. I also think you should also have there back know matter what. You also can’t talk crap on your friends. Then your friends won’t talk crap on you.

I think if you still from your friends and family you are not a loyal friend. If you tell on your friends you are not loyal. You should not try to fight your friends. These are the things you need to do to be a loyal person.

Emotion

The reason why I think people hide there emotions is because they are afraid of being maid fun of. some people have different fillings some people are depressed because of the way the look or there weak. I think that if your weak I think you should go into some place so you can defend your self because it will affect you through your life .how well you will regret ever defending our self that will hold you during school ,work, your family so my advice will be go to counseling get some help. Your anger can affect you because its through your life if you cant control your self if you have an anger problem I would recommend you go to anger management class because it will lead you to abusing animals /people so get help as soon as possible .your emotions are one meager part of your life it affects the way you think and do stuff.

Trust

Trust is hard to find. Unless you have friends that are loyal, trustful and you know they got your back. If it is your family then I can understand. Another thing you learn is to trust your self. If you can’t trust your self then you won’t get by. So if you can learn to trust your self then you got it made.

Loyalty

I’m good with my boys Cause it’s a self made choice. Every time problems go down they come around and make the noise. They don’t look back in to the past they move fast when its time to have my back. No matter what the out come maybe. I stay true to them and they stay true to me and that’s what, I call friends with a lot of loyalty.

But then you see hater on sight acting cool to my face but hate on the side lines. It makes me laugh
how they hate behind my back. Thinking that they are staying true just between me and you i can’t stand these foo’s. That try to play me as a fool. Saying they have loyalty but don’t respect me. Thinking, I can’t see them acting like fakes. All I got to say is i’m tired of these lames.

Traits

My mom is the most wonderful women in the world and is so beautiful. She has long black hair, nice body, tall, and very confident. She has always been there for me and is my best friend. My dad has a really strong character and does not show any affection towards me or his other kids. My dad is really tall, and dark, has really curly hair and he is a hard worker. Me and my two other sisters are almost an exact picture of my mom when she was younger. The only thing I got from my dad is that I’m darker then the rest of my brother and sisters.

Some bad things I got from my parents traits are mainly from my dad. One of them is my anger problem I got a really short fuse and I don’t have patients for anything. I do not like showing affection towards people for the fear of being rejected or put now and I know my dad is this way because of his bad child hood. Me and my dad like to hide are emotions and we don’t show sympathy towards people. What I don’t like having about my mom is that when someone does hurt us we just bottle are feelings and we just wait for any second to come out. I think the worst traits I got were from my dad because I’ve been so used to being this way I never realized they were a problem and now it’s harder to work on them then it would have been if I would of started younger.

Emotions

I think people hide their emotions because their don’t want to get made fun of get beat up in school but they’re just beating themself up inside and outside because people need to learned how to express their emotions because if not it will start bottle up inside and they will start believing what they here saying that good enough for anything.


They think that cant do any thing with their life doing nothing right cause that what there were told there hole life they scared to stick for there self and till people to stop making fun of them and let them no that they hurting your feeling and express what you feeling to them and find something that make you happy and life and go after and express your feeling.