I think stuff could be worst. I think being tortured is worse then dying unless you die slowly and painfully. If it was my last day on earth, I would spend a lot of time with my family because there more important then anyone else also if it was my last day on earth my last words would be I would tell my mom that I love her and always will. I personally had my mom quit breathing on me I watched her try to kill her self because the doctors would not help her so she gave up and took all her meds at the same time so she over dosed on them and she went to the hospital and she was in a coma for 1 week. Its not the first time she has done that multiple times.

I wish I never knew my dad all he is in my life is just someone who brings me down he goes to work then gets home and drinks until he passes out he never calls me to visit with me or to say hi he was such a pain to deal with he was abusive to me and my brother and my mom was sick to her stomach she was dying at the moment she was constantly in the hospital day after day night after night I didn’t know what to do with my life one night she got upset with the doctor so she tried to kill her self so that is a little of my life.

Emotion

The reason why I think people hide there emotions is because they are afraid of being maid fun of. some people have different fillings some people are depressed because of the way the look or there weak. I think that if your weak I think you should go into some place so you can defend your self because it will affect you through your life .how well you will regret ever defending our self that will hold you during school ,work, your family so my advice will be go to counseling get some help. Your anger can affect you because its through your life if you cant control your self if you have an anger problem I would recommend you go to anger management class because it will lead you to abusing animals /people so get help as soon as possible .your emotions are one meager part of your life it affects the way you think and do stuff.