To me the thing that would be worse then dying, would have to be me having to watch some one in my family die. It’s happened to me before, I’ve lost my dad. He wasn’t there for me, so when he died my mind wouldn’t let me cry... I just couldn’t feel for a stranger… I mean it hurt.. It hurt a lot but after what he did to my mom, I kind of think that he sort of deserved what came to him. Does that make me a bad person..? “I don’t know you tell me”.
Since my dad wasn’t there, I had to show myself how to be a man, that’s probably why I don’t take kindly to any man that lays his hand on a female. I guess that my older brother is just like my dad, he would try to beat up his ex-girl friend in front of me and it would turn in to a big old fight. My brother and I have never talk things out we just always got mad, argued, and stood up and let our fist do the talking. That kind of shows that, I wouldn’t let it happen while I was there. I fight my older brother because of it. I really wish it wasn’t that way… but it is. The part I find funny is that, my older brother started acting like that when he found out my dad died. So I guess that his death impacted us in more then one way. I honestly don’t know what I’d do if something ever happens to my mom or brothers.. I hope that nothing ever does happen because from how many friends and close family that i've lost, I don’t know how much more I can take, but that’s life. So all I can do is hope and pray for the best..
Friday, October 29, 2010
Do I believe in any thing worse that death? I think that having someone cheat on you could be worse if you are engadged to the person. I feel this way because I got cheated on and she got pregnant. It made me feel like I was betrayed by the person I loved.
If I were ever to die I would let my family know that I am here for them and I always will be there for you at all times I will tell my family to remember me for who I was. If I ever to die my whole inheritance will go to my sister and my friend Adam.
If I were ever to die I would let my family know that I am here for them and I always will be there for you at all times I will tell my family to remember me for who I was. If I ever to die my whole inheritance will go to my sister and my friend Adam.
Taken Life for Granted
How you ever took life for granted? I know I have many times. Because you don’t know what you have till it gone. I know I took life for granted yesterday on my way home from dinner. Because I seen someone in a wheelchair and I couldn’t help him or my self. Because I spent my hole life getting in trouble and he would problem die to live a normal life. To be able to walk play sports but he cant to everyone who has family in wheelchair I sorry for them and your family. I don’t know how you guys deal with it because I don’t know anyone in a wheelchair. So I would give my life to them because they deserve to have a chance at life I rewired mine a long time ago. I would be the first to let them live a normal life
It hard to sit back when there so many young kids out there that never walk before. Next time you are too lazy to walk some were just sit and think about someone else beside yourself. Because there kids family member that never walk before. I know I am going to put people in front of me. Because I see kid and work with kids that are in wheelchair. Working at Dan Peterson was the best thing I ever did in my life. Because it made me feel good helping kids that are not able to help there self. Know I am never going too take life for granted. Because I hade a good experience with disable kids. I am letting everyone at there people have it worse them we do. So try to see it and try to make your life better and live a good life.
It hard to sit back when there so many young kids out there that never walk before. Next time you are too lazy to walk some were just sit and think about someone else beside yourself. Because there kids family member that never walk before. I know I am going to put people in front of me. Because I see kid and work with kids that are in wheelchair. Working at Dan Peterson was the best thing I ever did in my life. Because it made me feel good helping kids that are not able to help there self. Know I am never going too take life for granted. Because I hade a good experience with disable kids. I am letting everyone at there people have it worse them we do. So try to see it and try to make your life better and live a good life.
Rumors
One thing everybody hates is rumors. Have you ever told a rumor or has someone tell someone else a rumor about you.
Well I can tell you that rumors can hurt and offend others in all different kinds of ways. One thing I would do is try to do avoid it all.
Well I can tell you that rumors can hurt and offend others in all different kinds of ways. One thing I would do is try to do avoid it all.
I think stuff could be worst. I think being tortured is worse then dying unless you die slowly and painfully. If it was my last day on earth, I would spend a lot of time with my family because there more important then anyone else also if it was my last day on earth my last words would be I would tell my mom that I love her and always will. I personally had my mom quit breathing on me I watched her try to kill her self because the doctors would not help her so she gave up and took all her meds at the same time so she over dosed on them and she went to the hospital and she was in a coma for 1 week. Its not the first time she has done that multiple times.
Take Life For Granted
Have you ever taken life for granted? I have before so many times. Now I don’t because I found out a while back that I’m going to have two brothers in wheelchairs. When I found that out that made me really sad. Now it is getting harder every year because we have to take them to the doctors. And the doctors tell us new things every time. This makes it a lot harder for me and my family.
This year we took my brothers up to the hospital and the doctors that my older brother has a cricked back and that he mite not make it threw this year. My little brother’s doctor said that he might not make it to the age of thirteen and he is eight years old. This means that he only has five years to live. But I’m not helping him by getting locked up every year. He looks up to me and that means I’m not setting a good example for him. So that means I need to pull my head out of my butt and get my head on strait. If you know what I’m talking about you now how I feel. If you ever seen some in a wheelchair just think if that was you and the things you wouldn’t be able to do.
This year we took my brothers up to the hospital and the doctors that my older brother has a cricked back and that he mite not make it threw this year. My little brother’s doctor said that he might not make it to the age of thirteen and he is eight years old. This means that he only has five years to live. But I’m not helping him by getting locked up every year. He looks up to me and that means I’m not setting a good example for him. So that means I need to pull my head out of my butt and get my head on strait. If you know what I’m talking about you now how I feel. If you ever seen some in a wheelchair just think if that was you and the things you wouldn’t be able to do.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Because they get spread around from person to person faster than any other thing does. They can affect each other in many ways. It can make others lose trust in each other. It makes you turn against your friends and family. And you can have yours or others feelings hurt and that starts a chain reaction of rumors. And we all know that rumors hurt everybody in many ways. My family has many rumors that have been spread about where I am at right now. They have said that I am in jail or am locked up. They have no idea where I am at. My parents have been protecting me from everybody’s opinion.
I want to be
He’s still yelling to your face, I see that hasn’t changed. To me it isn’t clear, why you walk in fear everyday. The bruises may erase, but the pain remains the same. When are you going to learn that he’s never going to change. You already know that its time to let him go. Its better to be alone then to be with some one that don’t care about you girl. Get with some one new and take a little risk. Call and say we’re threw, and take a chance on this.
If I’m part of your stress, then let me apologize. I want to be the key to your happiness, and keep your dreams alive. I want to be the one that makes you smile everyday, and helps erase the pain that you trapped inside, maybe one day you’ll say, I love you when you look in to my eyes. Hold my hand with pride when you walk by my side. Together we’ll survive threw the good times, the bad, and everything in between. You belong with me. Let me give you a sneak peak in to the good life of mine. Forget doing crime, with a girl like you by my side that really has my back. I’ll forget about my past and make the good times last. Put your heart in my hands give me a chance to show you that, I care and even threw the shadiest day, I’ll be there to wipe away the tears. When they fall from your eyes, your not being forced any more, You don’t disserve to be put threw all that. I got your back no matter what because what we have is really something to admire, and you know I mean it when “I say that its you that I desire.”
If I’m part of your stress, then let me apologize. I want to be the key to your happiness, and keep your dreams alive. I want to be the one that makes you smile everyday, and helps erase the pain that you trapped inside, maybe one day you’ll say, I love you when you look in to my eyes. Hold my hand with pride when you walk by my side. Together we’ll survive threw the good times, the bad, and everything in between. You belong with me. Let me give you a sneak peak in to the good life of mine. Forget doing crime, with a girl like you by my side that really has my back. I’ll forget about my past and make the good times last. Put your heart in my hands give me a chance to show you that, I care and even threw the shadiest day, I’ll be there to wipe away the tears. When they fall from your eyes, your not being forced any more, You don’t disserve to be put threw all that. I got your back no matter what because what we have is really something to admire, and you know I mean it when “I say that its you that I desire.”
Respect and Loyalty
I think attending a funeral is very important because when you show up to the funeral it shows respect and manners to the family. If you know the person that is getting buried its better to go because it shows the family that you cared about them. If they were in your family you have to show up to the funeral. If you don’t that shows that you didn’t care about them.
How are you supposed to show respect and loyalty to your friends if you don’t show up to the funeral. Then that shows your friends that your fake and you didn’t want any thing to do with them and you were just there to make it look like you have a friend. If it’s your family and you don’t show up that means that you didn’t want any thing with him or her. That’s why you should show up to a funeral.
How are you supposed to show respect and loyalty to your friends if you don’t show up to the funeral. Then that shows your friends that your fake and you didn’t want any thing to do with them and you were just there to make it look like you have a friend. If it’s your family and you don’t show up that means that you didn’t want any thing with him or her. That’s why you should show up to a funeral.
Attending a Funeral
Tending a funeral is very important to me. Because your showing your respect to them and there family and supporting them. It very important to have your friend back when you going through a rough time. Because seeing a friend or a family member getting put in the ground is not something you want to go though by your self. Let them know that you care about them showing them love because that what they need. Not showing up to your family or friend funeral is one of the worst things you can do because they need you there.
A fake friend would not even show up to show there support and give them the respect they deserve. Everyone hates a fake friend because your there hanging but when it comes down to it your gone. So stay with your family and friend and be loyal to them and show them that your there them. So just so up pay your respect to a falling friend or a family member. Because then they no that you’re a good friend and that they can relay on you when it’s needed. To all you fake friend read this and take notes and step up and be a good friend.
A fake friend would not even show up to show there support and give them the respect they deserve. Everyone hates a fake friend because your there hanging but when it comes down to it your gone. So stay with your family and friend and be loyal to them and show them that your there them. So just so up pay your respect to a falling friend or a family member. Because then they no that you’re a good friend and that they can relay on you when it’s needed. To all you fake friend read this and take notes and step up and be a good friend.
Arranged Marriages
Do you think it is ok to have an arranged marriages. I do not think it is ok because, if you do not want to marry a certain person you should not have to. My opinion is you should be able to marry any person that loves you. You also need to love them.
I would not want to be forest to marry someone I do not like. I think it should a special thing. I would let anyone decide how I marry. These are the reasons I think it is wrong to be forest to marry someone you do not want to.
I would not want to be forest to marry someone I do not like. I think it should a special thing. I would let anyone decide how I marry. These are the reasons I think it is wrong to be forest to marry someone you do not want to.
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