Friday, January 7, 2011

My Fate

I believe in fate because we never know what’s going to happen we can live today and die tomorrow. I honestly don’t care what comes my way. I understand that we can’t control our fate all we can do is live it up and go with the flow. I know that I stand where I do for a reason. I remember how I always told myself that I wouldn’t ever get in trouble or locked up or in gangs.

When I was twelve, I started getting in trouble for a robbery and I met a kid named Erik in D.T. We were locked up together for three months when I got out he told me to call him and I did we went to his house and he should me his basement. He had an in house studio and we start messing with the equipment. I wanted to start rapping and I practiced everyday then finally we recorded three raps with his dads help. I liked what I was doing so I didn’t quit till this day I still do what I did that day. To be honest I’m glad I got locked up that day because if I hadn’t of got locked away I would do my favorite habit that I do today.

To this very day I’ve been locked up for a long time and no matter how hard I try to succeed i'm always in the face of defeat. I hate it but I know that it’s happening for a reason. I honestly hope it’s for a good one. I haven’t been with my family for over a year almost two. I know its all my fault but it was destiny i've met a few other young rappers with talent that have a dream so that’s my inspiration to keep it going because its not me only out there so if my homeboys made it ill use there studios and keep never quit.

1 comment:

Elee said...

"we can live today and die tomorrow"

Live life to the fullest. True happiness is not living it with the drugs stay sober and show what a real smile is that everyone in life will cry for just to get themselves. All you have to do is look at them and say.."I smile today because it's not false happiness..I have this smile for real."

Elee♥